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ahmad-zuhd:1028ʿAbdullāh from my father > Rawḥ > Hishām b. Abū ʿAbdullāh > Qatādah

[Machine] "Abu Ubaida said, 'I wish I were a sheep, and my family slaughtered me and ate my flesh, savoring the broth.'"  

الزهد لأحمد:١٠٢٨حَدَّثَنَا عَبْدُ اللَّهِ حَدَّثَنِي أَبِي حَدَّثَنَا رَوْحٌ حَدَّثَنَا هِشَامُ بْنُ أَبِي عَبْدِ اللَّهِ عَنْ قَتَادَةَ

وَقَالَ أَبُو عُبَيْدَةَ وَدِدْتُ أَنِّي كَبْشٌ فَذَبَحَنِي أَهْلِي فَأَكَلُوا لَحْمِي وَحَسَوْا مَرَقِي