[Machine] The Messenger of Allah ﷺ once mentioned Khadijah and praised her. This made me feel jealous in a way that women feel jealous. So I said, "Allah has surely favored you, O Messenger of Allah, with an old woman among the old women of the Quraysh, with reddish cheeks and sagging skin." Khadijah then had a change of expression on the face of the Messenger of Allah ﷺ, a change that I never witnessed except at the time of revelation or when he was considering something. This is when Allah's mercy or punishment is revealed.  

ذَكَرَ رَسُولُ اللهِ ﷺ يَوْمًا خَدِيجَةَ فَأَطْنَبَ فِي الثَّنَاءِ عَلَيْهَا فَأَدْرَكَنِي مَا يُدْرِكُ النِّسَاءَ مِنَ الْغَيْرَةِ فَقُلْتُ لَقَدْ أَعْقَبَكَ اللهُ يَا رَسُولَ اللهِ مِنْ عَجُوزٍ مِنْ عَجَائِزِ قُرَيْشٍ حَمْرَاءِ الشِّدْقَيْنِ قَالَتْ فَتَغَيَّرَ وَجْهُ رَسُولِ اللهِ ﷺ تَغَيُّرًالَمْ أَرَهُ تَغَيَّرَ عِنْدَ شَيْءٍ قَطُّ إِلَّا عِنْدَ نُزُولِ الْوَحْيِ أَوْ عِنْدَ الْمَخِيلَةِ حَتَّى يَعْلَمَ رَحْمَةٌ أَوْ عَذَابٌ؟  

[Machine] That the Messenger of Allah ﷺ used to mention Khadijah frequently, so I said, "Allah has surely replaced you with someone better." And perhaps Hammad said, "Allah has preferred you over the old women of Quraysh, with reddish cheeks. They perished in the earlier times." He said, "He frowned and his face showed signs of anger, which I would only see when revelation descended upon him and when he saw lightning and thunder, until he would know if it was mercy or punishment."  

«أَنَّ رَسُولَ اللَّهِ ﷺ كَانَ يُكْثِرُ ذِكْرَ خَدِيجَةَ فَقُلْتُ لَقَدْ أَخْلَفَكَ اللَّهُ وَرُبَّمَا قَالَ حَمَّادٌ أَعْقَبَكَ اللَّهُ مِنْ عَجُوزٍ مِنْ عَجَائِزَ قُرَيْشٍ حَمْرَاءَ الشِّدْقَيْنِ هَلَكَتْ فِي الدَّهْرِ الْأَوَّلِ قَالَ «فَتَمَعَّرَ وَجْهُهُ تَمَعُّرًا مَا كُنْتُ أُرَاهُ إِلَّا عِنْدَ نُزُولِ الْوَحْيِ وَإِذَا رَأَى مَخِيلَةَ الرَّعْدِ وَالْبَرْقِ حَتَّى يَعْلَمَ أَرَحْمَةٌ هِيَ أَمْ عَذَابٌ»  

[Machine] The Messenger of Allah ﷺ used to mention Khadijah often. I said, "Indeed, Allah has replaced you with an elderly woman among the elderly women of Quraysh, with red cheeks and sagging breasts." So the face of the Messenger of Allah ﷺ became red with anger, a redness that I would only see on him when the revelation would come down. And when he saw me looking at her, he said, "Do you think mercy or punishment?"  

أَنَّ رَسُولَ اللَّهِ ﷺ كَانَ يُكْثِرُ ذِكْرَ خَدِيجَةَ قُلْتُ «لَقَدْ أَخْلَفَكَ اللَّهُ مِنْ عَجُوزٍ مِنْ عَجَائِزِ قُرَيْشٍ حَمْرَاءِ الشِّدْقَيْنِ فَتَمَعَّرَ وَجْهُهُ ﷺ تَمَعُّرًا مَا كُنْتُ أَرَاهُ مِنْهُ إِلَّا عِنْدَ نُزُولِ الْوَحْيِ وَإِذَا رَأَى الْمَخِيلَةَ حَتَّى يَعْلَمَ أَرَحْمَةٌ أَوْ عَذَابٌ*؟