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quran:69:27

I wish my death had been the decisive one.  

O would that it, namely, death in ˹the life of˺ this world, had been the ˹final˺ end, that had terminated my life, so that I am not resurrected.
القرآن:٦٩:٢٧

يَا لَيْتَهَا كَانَتِ الْقَاضِيَةَ  

{يا ليتها} أي الموتة في الدنيا {كانت القاضية} القاطعة لحياتي بأن لا أبعث.