Had Messenger of Allah ﷺ not stated this.." None should make a request for death," I would have definitely done that.

أَنَّ رَسُولَ اللَّهِ ﷺ قَالَ لاَ يَتَمَنَّيَنَّ أَحَدُكُمُ الْمَوْتَ لَتَمَنَّيْتُهُ